MY WAY TO STUPIDITY-2

 DESTINY IS NEVERLAND OR NEVERLAND IS DESTINY. .
 PEN- PROLAY
 INK- ANANYA.
 S.V.O






                                            MY WAY TO STUPIDITY-2


 Dear
        Friends ,
           
 Hopefully after getting the tag line , you surely are thinking about a brilliant blogger or thinker .  But  when you are eyeing on this  article , then I am sure that you are much more up to have me as a stupid here. To be frank my stupidity is not just only beyond the limitation , but sometimes its beyond so called social and rational thinking  , and thus my stupidity goes on to be running .  .

There is a great saying
, " commonly common sense is not  so common among the common ".

 I strongly agree with it .

So very strictly and directly , I like to knock you that , if you like to put your stony faith with ongoing social and economical , social and  geographical ,  social and  cultural  and educational,  social and  religious structure and it's practices and finally within your own inner self if to   get a kind of joy, peace, psychological  stability-  then I like you to close the topic just here.  As I believe after reading this article either you will tag me as a crazy or you will be a crazy one .

My today's topic is about my identification . As per govt ,  I am now almost of 40 years, single male person with proper date of birth and parents name.  And just with these  documents ,  my stupidity starts. Like the way 40 years is a number of years that is enjoyed by me both physically and mentally - directly on this earth.
 But it never means that I am of 40 years. And my literal date of birth 28/11/1981 is also not correct. As I was born or I got the sign of life  almost 10 months ago and this literal date of birth should be treated as the date of my physical  separation with my mom  as on that day I was departed   from her womb  , with  the complete physical structure and different entity of life .


Reality is that my mom made  suicide at her age of almost 21 . I was less than 2 years and the total case  has been documented as accident in the police record 
. So now  I am somehow again engaged with the so called legal documents. Because there are  numberless and acceptable causes ,  available to make the point ,  that  my mom did not want to  suicide , rather through a long term physical  and psychological  torture- my so called  social father and her so called social  husband pushed her to a situation from where only the way of suicide was open to her.

Numberless causes are active even  today that it was never ever a case of suicide at all ,  rather it was an organized crime of pushing  to suicide by her beloved husband and group of some of his co-thinkers .
 But this so called society remained silent and  the court got no proof .  They  cleared and left those  gentleman in so called society.

Relevant  proof of a crime can be wiped out through a planned way .  But if we have the merit and the guts to accept the reality , then the overall experience of 40 years ,  including watching their activities,  , their  trend of thinking ,  way of responding to situations  - are just enough  to be sure about the motive of that so called  incident or accident .  Time and situations are enough to realize  this  so called society ,  it's system ,   including  my so called social father .  They carry a nice face cover and behind this face cover the  devil is smiling.  The healthy society in reality crying all alone with dyeing soul in deep darkness , behind our eyes in a wretched form . We are happy to get the smiling face of the society and we are coward enough to uncover it's soul . 

 So the situation was very clear - "  either you make suicide or be killed " . The so called social system ,   where the so called  social and financial establishment,   family background,  present situation -  are the parameter  to tag a gentleman and the surface beauty of these gentlemen are used to earth their all criminal instincts, psychological  demerits  and so many concepts those were flowed within blood  from their ancestors , were gifted a better life . 
This society provokes us to welcome all the successes , even when , they are exchanged with someone's blood , tears , joy and pain . This system somehow insists us to be the inhuman with the face of humanity in the name of so called development

 In the world today ,  no country , no  court and no  system feels any need to reopen a common case of a common death of a very common person . Death is such a common factor to accept for the common . 
 But its not the topic of any kind of so called  society, morality or dignity,  but its the matter of  mental  urge ,  that is  created by the genetic formation and attachment for any son  to verify  the case of his mom's unnatural death and find out the hidden criminals just arrounding him . 
 Here I call myself stupid for even after knowing the fact ,  I accepted and served my best to that person , who is socially my so called father  and  my mom's so called husband.

History likes to focus on so many great persons  and their greatness .  Very pathetically I never like to be within those documented history with my greatness .   I got almost each and every evidence behind that organized murder ,  conducted mainly  by my father and was misled by some from his circles .  I could easily shot them  . But  I never thought of that . I share the home with my so called father and I try my best to serve him the best . Indian society and laws are made to support the old parents . Parents get a lot of social , moral and legal support to fight against their son and daughters. But I never found any case ,  where the parents were  punished for making crime against the children in abstract form . My so called society never allowed me to make a step on my own- against my father . I needed  to with that legal way , which is almost blind and deaf for the poor. 
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So well . No problem . I opted to serve my father as a loyal son . I want him to be living for many more years with overall good health and thinking ability .  I want to gift  him more and more  life . And that is the set back from my end to my so called society. I do not believe in physical encounter as throughout the childhood I faced the psychological encounter and I know it's power . I want the killer of my mom , to be with long life . As the life would be longer , same way it would be with loneliness  , silence and  with heavy load of memories . Its then better to die than living alone for the one . But as my society did not want me to be violent , So I opted the way of  non violence  for revenge . Its the way of love and peace .  This way is surely more planned , formed and skilled one to cap that so called social system within it's own trap . loneliness is also not less dangerous than bullet . 


So if this is my personal identity ,  then what is my other tag or identity like social, religious, cultural and nationality?

Actually this part could be more conflicting, typical and surely a bit of brain storming too. I know very well that human psychology goes on to be changed along with the surroundings and situations. And to be to the point  , I personally have no wall  with any one's religion, caste , community, nationality or race.  I may sound different and these difference hardly can  level me as un-social but never as anti-social.

In case of religion my documents confirm me as a Hindu ,  as I was born in a family where rituals , cultures and customs related to Hinduism are  practiced and the family is enlisted as Hindu  in pen and paper . 

But these documents are not full and final to me .  Because each and every moment within my in and out ,  I get myself as a newer one and this change is proved by the science. Today's me is one day older than yesterday's me.  So throughout the space if this changes are going on and on  , then how can it be possible that in case of the  religion ,  I would stay same as a Hindu as I was born in a so called Hindu family 39 years ago ? and to be more specific , how can I have my religion as I never believed in at all ? 
 So in my opinion I only get one religion for me  throughout the space and throughout the time and that religion  is called change.  It happens on both person and particle. Nothing remains same. I never write with the same pen everyday, never use the same dress everyday and surprisingly I never hate and love anyone everyday exactly on a same ground . . Its not possible to test  every one and everything with  technical or scientific way .  But its a  scientific fact that the space is changing all the times including us , our thinking , and each and every elements. And even the eternal love and hatred is also being one day older  each day .

Very  personally  , the way  I don't believe in the concept of any so called religion , so  same way  I don't say that I like spirituality and its practices like reading books, listening to particular speeches or making  meditation for mental stability or to be healed.

But I do read books, listen to music, watch movie, and do so many things those  I like to enjoy and these are really healing to me.  Surely I like nice places  ,  nice foods , company of beautiful lady , and really so many things . But  I never felt anything in my daily life that could be called to be spirituality as the concept of spirituality is not known to me at all . 

The way I have no personal problem about anyone's personal religion, caste and culture-  same way  I have no moral or ethical support to them also .   
I directly like to say that technically I experienced a bit of bitter with the concept of  religion .
 I met so many people  , who  are strongly connected with their so called religion- but the biggest problem is that , " they could not put any single adjustable  proof about their opinion on their religion to me  " .  So a person , who is never even clear to his own , how can he clear the concept of religion ? Many of them placed science and logic as the opponent of their religion , faith and so called spirituality. Though its not clear to me that how scientific thought and religion can be placed one against another ? 
 Some people  asked me about the limitation of science . I agreed with them . In reality science could not  reach up to so many areas . But it never means the shortage of pure proof ,  gives  you the chances to say and do  anything and misguide others.  . And in my opinion , " in the name religion , if you spread just whatever you want and through your activities even  a single person gets any sort of unethical benefit or problem  -  " you are nothing but a passive criminal " .

" So I do not believe in concept  of any  religion  " - but  it never means that I am a great  humanist . Humanity is one of the most trending word these days . But the proper criteria of humanity , is  yet to be known to me .

But when  the common people are just killing others on financial contracts , jobs are being sold to blunts  , women are being raped , children are being deprived   , child porn is being more  popular ,   human trafficking  is being treated as business , girls are being forced to be sex slave - And all these are being done  by the human  , on the human  and for the human , too - and surely these are not connected to the benefit of animals , then to me the random flow of humanity is a great strange one to me. 

As per my concept , if just I am not involved in any crime ,  and in mute mode   if I watch them to be on and do not raise my voice against that  , then I am also a part of that crime and I loose my right to claim to be a proper human  .  
In my opinion either most of the people are making misuse of the word , "  humanity "  or very intentionally they are just trying to change the concept of  " humanity "  .
Or on the  other point ,  in my academic or practical life , I never never never got anyone to be humanist on self declaration  and these days , its being a trend to be literal humanist by self declaration on social media or in public forum . 

Till now I was saying that I have no problem with any of your religion , caste , rituals , cultures etc . But now I like to confirm you that " yes I do have problems - uncountable problems with all of your religions , caste , rituals  when you try to put your opinion on me "  .
I am extremely straight and strict to my own . I know very well that most of religious books are full of ethical and moral education , even if I do not need them in my own life .
I do maintain my own ethics on my own and I strongly believe in liberty , right to privacy and right to self entity .
But if you like to  represent your religion to me , then I would like to ask you  some simple questions.
1) Are you not  connected with any kind of unethical activity ?  even for a single time in life ?
 I know  your answer is to be  , " yes "  .  Then I put two  options .
 1) Your religion created an unethical person like you .
 2) You just are pretending to be religious as your religion does not inspire anyone to be unethical . 
 And you are not only cheating others , but making cheat to your religion , too. 

 I think that your conceptual religion is a closed topic now  .

 Now I like to flash on  main and activated part of religion which is never an abstract one .Rather I , you, we - nobody can ignore it as the hardest  reality , and it is  experienced through hardcore brutality , throughout the ages , nations , countries , communities , and in many more segments.
Today we do not have a single location ,   where at least one person is not  available , whose connected one , is not affected by the crime like setting fire , bombing , random shoot out ,  robbing , abducting children and girls , raping women - just  in the name of religion .
That victim may be of any religion , of  any time ,and from  any where - to many of us -   that victim is just a number or just a case - but its the hardest reality that , the way we  react to in such  case of  others , we never ever can  imagine even on us .

The  widow is just  widow , an orphan is just  orphan , a raped lady is just  raped lady - I do not need any logic .  But if my psychology supports these activities in the name  of any religion , then really I just do not need it to my life . Some people may say , " these are not religion and as a religious one , We never support them " . Thus they can escape from their ethical duty . But it is not the way to react . If you know any  religion to be great and you follow it , then how can you stay cool after watching the criminals using your religion to make crime for self purpose  ? 
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1 ) Does your religion not teach you to fight against the wrong and stand for the helpless ? 
2) Do you not think that , your silence is the ultimate support from you to these crimes ? 
3) And finally , if you think that all these are happening against the evil power , then why can you not think that the evil power is also with the same power to  your almighty

History books , internet and so many options are almost free to us. Violation on basic human rights , killing innocents , abducting children and women , destroying public property , creating phobia and constant depression among the surviving people , creating generation wise hatred - the list of such crimes , criminals and victims - just in the name of  any sort of religion - can never be a religion . I think it to be a business- the horrifying business , that is led generally  by some so called religious leaders , fully unethical politicians and profit monger capitalists.

If I have to focus on medical report , then I get really shocked to tally the mortality rate , caused by the Cancer , T. B, and even Pandemic vs conflict on religion and caste and race  .
In case of religion , caste and race based capping , the whole world and to be specific,   Asia and Africa have suffered the most and paradoxically through the planned way , as the civil society we are being more  and more headed into the same blind cave even today  .
 The nexus between  unethical , uneducated , corrupted politicians and immoral capitalists are playing the most vital role and we are being victimized over and over again on the same way  to satisfy them like the mediaval slave in modern way .

We are just are saying ,  what we are not doing and what we are doing , we just are not saying . To me this is the highest level of hypothetical mono culture . And these trends are ultimately derailing us from our very  basic human rights  and where we are being deprived , the exact amount is being switched as the  profit to  the politicians and capitalists , who are not less harmful than any kind of fundamentalists .

Somehow our thinking structure is heading us to defocus on the strongest game changing power of " unity of common " , rather to  the common like us , being deprived , or being the part of the organized crime - is a common factor and pathetically we are loosing our simple and common thinking ability.

This game in the name  of religion , caste and race is just incomplete , until we get the touch of Nationalism to them  . In my opinion hardcore nationalism is a kind of psychological disorder .  May be , I am sounding like a crazy , but the documented history , common's thinking trend  , today's international policy of most of the countries are ultimately not supporting the so called nationalism , within their deeper views .
The pure training of Nationalism , it's proper application on today's world , and making it reality - is never ever possible  as the invisible and the strongest wall of globalized and capitalistic economy is going on with growing  mode .  The common are the wheels and political leaders , govt policy and capitalists are on the driver's seat here today .

Firstly in the age of globalized economy , we can not be a proper nationalist  , or even if we  pretend to be -  that will be dual faced standing .

Or next and finally , might be to the strongest point of documented history clears the crystal clear eternal gap among the concept of Mankind , Patriotism and Nationalism .
These triangle factors can never be on same line .
Technically there is huge gap between a  patriot and a  nationalist .  A patriot knows the value of a life , he has the moral respect and dignity to each  life and that is biggest strength by which his charity starts at home , but is never ended there . His duty is never done . It always goes on . It may be started from his own community , society , country and nation but his/her contribution ultimately goes on to mankind .
A patriot can not die in peace after doing his duty as duties are numberless to him/her . And his thinking , activities and sufferings are never just capped within a certain war field  , as he is not driven by  special political agenda ,  rather he/she  is empowered with love , respect and sympathy.  .
And the most vital point of a moderate patriot that , he is loyal to the duty for the common , but may not be loyal to govt all the ways ,  as he has the sense of judgement .
In every aspects of history we get the patriots to be sidelined by constant pressure of nationalists - and the community , society , nation , countries ultimately  to be driven not by public interest but for  personal interest of few people in the name of hardcore nationalism .

Truly with the combined effort of  some counted capitalists and political leaders who are acting like the hardcore  nationalists ,  not just only  drove the mankind to war ,  genocide and deep rooted hatred as instinct ,  but also pushed the public to the blind lane and very directly they earned political and financial profit for their own . And many of them not only got awards but some of them are placed in  history books. 
And through a planned way , the next generation is being trained to think as per their choice .  This is a planned schedule by the upper class to use the middle and lower class - for the sake of their personal profit .
And the most pathetic part of our life that we get most of the backgrounds of war cases were in avoidable situation , but was not avoided because of some so called potential leaders of their time.
In some cases , many vital moves by those potential leaders are being discussed as their mistakes today , even within their own countries and researchers are also working on the way , they damaged the country and nation in the name war .
But  mixing up the concepts of moderate  patriotism and false  nationalism , creating a massive hatred among the common and pushing them to war field to die helplessly , without any proper reason -  as the sign of their strength , loyalty and duty  - should not be treated as  any mistake - rather they  should be treated as prime partner of organised  crime .
It is not just the crime of killing other nations or making genocide within a certain area or population , but it was a case of betray to own community , nation and country .

My standing is very simple . History is not so effective against hardcore nationalist and unethical capitalists and for the common is nothing more than some information. But truly if we like to go deeper into the history , then we may have a typical trend of change within the thinking functions.
Very surprisingly all those countries / nations were involved in war against each other 20/50 years ago , now on most of the issues , they are working and raising voice jointly . I must not agree on the point of eternal hatred  or ongoing war . But my questions are about those issues on which the wars took place and those generations who suffered the most .

All those issues were solved or came on a compromising point ? If they were solved with power   , then was  the benefit of the war equally distributed among all the citizens ? If it was done , then how much was it effective ? Was the benefit of those citizens were equal to their loss ?  Or if the war was ended on a compromising point , then how did the potential political leaders and their so called most brilliant foreign policy makers overlook those compromising area before the overall  damage ?

So did they make it intentionally or did they need numberless dead bodies , raped women , orphan children and fixed phobia and hatred among  the next generation , to use the force along with their demands ?
I find the identity of nationality is to be a fabricated one , as the total structure and the concept of the feeling of nationalism , gets typical change along with the change of political leaders , their limitations and  agenda , which is mostly driven by hardcore unethical capitalism .
Though most of political leaders and civil societies these days are standing against war , talking on international brotherhood and unity and peace , but to me all these are bogus as previously we faced the war with weapons and now is the time when most of countries are being involved in  capitalistic aggression and to ensure the benefit , that was achieved previously by the weapons.  .  They are investing more money on warfare trying to push others in endless war . In most of countries the investment is warfare is much much higher  than the sectors like basic food and shelter , heath and education for their own citizens .
So some political leaders without any ethical views and some cheap  investors are using the common as their own slave to get everything in own  pocket in the name national security , national development and so many grounds .
Its a great conflicting point for  me to know , " when my country and nation has part in global economy , when the  natural properties are being globalized in exchange of money  , when the factors of deprived people are being globalized , when my own soil is being used for few person's benefit in the name of global industrialization , when my govt is exchanging mass killing weapons globally , when the industrialists from my country are  investing in foreign countries and the foreign investments are also coming here in the name of global development - then I surely find the  global connectivity among all and then my exact question is here , " when everything is globalized , then why should I be nationalized one ? "

Or coming finally to the point of capitalism , I personally really find no problem , until some voices are raised to support them without any proper clarification .
I met many people ,who shout  for equal distribution of natural resources , basic needs like quality food , safe shelter , quality education , equality on justice , well  distribution ,  reduced gender based deprivation and crime , and overall a standard life for all most all .  But on the contrary the same people are focusing on the positive move of capitalism . They may think that the Govt is here to monitor everything and will do nothing but privatization . Some people , mostly who read and listened about the industrial revolution in Europe and it's effect , believe that the society , community or finally the whole country ,  mainly in the third world with high population and lower capacity , can not go ahead without the capitalism . And many  people who watches European movies , news and these days are communicating with developed countries through social media - have a strong faith on capitalistic structure . They may think that country like U.S.A and the total Europe are highly glad with capitalistic growth , but I think they they should also beware of growing depression and anger of deprived people there against the ongoing structure and govt policy .
 I faced many people to ask me some very simple questions and I got them really hard to answer .

1) Without any capital , how the development will be possible ?
2) Without the strong investment , how the employment will be possible ?
3) A country just can not go on with the very basic tax that is paid by the common - so naturally without huge financial investment , how the major part  of the tax amount will come , if we avoid capitalism ? 

These type of questions are very common and from the common , too. Surely they are extremely relevant too . We really can not just blame the capitalism and govt policy for the growing and upcoming problems , until I can sort any way out .

So for the 1st question , I  like to make a further question to clear the conflict. If printed currency is the only capital , then why the natural resources  and  human resources are being focused in each and every national and international policy ?

And for the 2nd question , I like to remind that , " employment never means only earning money " . The amount of the purchased time , physical effort and mental engagement , usage of merit  should be equal to the  market value of kind of production.  . And just making money is never treated as employment , unless it is modified with proper dignity , respect , basic human right and surely with stability . Stability of earning money with standard life style is one of the biggest factor of employment .
How many workers are really employed with all these factors ? If one point even is ignored , that is not called employment for the people  by the International Act .

And finally for the third question of paying tax - my answer is so simple . If the public tax is not a factor at all to build up the country , then how can be their vote is big factor to build up the govt ?

If the public tax is not a big factor and still the political parties need their vote to be on chair , it directly tells that the value of their vote is higher than the value of their paid  tax .
So very technically , when the public is voting you , then why should they pay you the tax or if they pay the tax , then as per the market law , why the public would vote you - why the election system would not be like the open market or shopping mall like concept ? And why not the political leaders , their idealism and agenda will not be auctioned ?

I know to be sounding like a crazy one . But I am not one to repent . Yes , I do not exactly believe in my identification with my so called  social and economical status as they are changing each time , I do not believe in my so called identification with my so called caste and religion as to me no religious person could establish their saying with methodological proof and surely I am not worried at all about my identification with nationality as the history taught me about it's trend to be  misused throughout the ages and spaces just for the benefit of few people .

Still on any application form , I have to mention all those columns and I can not deny them literally as I am nothing but a Stupid  and this stupidity is endless. 
  
THANKS. 
S.V.O

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